The lioness and the butterfly return!

I have been putting this off for at least a year, and its just getting old!  After blogging for 4 years at the former Journalspace.com and dealing with a bit of a personal crisis, I just gave up on it.  I felt my captive audience was gone, and who would want to read the thoughts of an over forty year old who didn't even have her own life in order?  I started and stopped repeatedly.  I won't even say how many unused blogs I deleted when I finally settled on this one.

Some of you will know me from my past blogging days, but a lot of the people in my world had no idea about that part of my life.  For both groups, this will probably feel unfamiliar.  I am not the same person I was in 2005 when I first started expressing myself online.  Also, my online self is a bit different from my 'real world' existence.  This is my attempt to bring them all together.  Merging these two worlds will be a step that will help me continue the journey to finding where I am truly meant to be in this world.

I have come to understand that there is no time limit on self-discovery.  Anyone who knows themselves completely at 40, or even 80, has just stopped looking.  At one point, I was ashamed to say that I was not at a place where someone my age should be.  What I have come to understand is that I am where I am supposed to be.  There is no other place for me at the moment but here.

The journey continues...